He Knows the Door to My Soul and Who Forgot to Novel 20
Natalia, now settled into Damon’s pack, discovers she is pregnant with twins, Max and Jane. Max is born first, loud and furious, while Jane follows quietly, already seeming aware of life’s unfairness. Holding them close, Natalia feels a deep, protective love, determined that no one—not Andrei, Lilith, or anyone else—will ever take her children from her. Damon, present and supportive, quietly shares her joy, though he keeps a casual demeanor.
After the birth, Natalia changes her name to Mira for safety, distancing herself from her past and the threats of Andrei and Lilith. She takes on a low-profile role within the Ashmoor Pack, handling logistics and internal matters behind the scenes, while Damon remains the public Alpha. Despite hints from Damon about wanting a closer bond, Mira views him strictly as a friend and appreciates his respect for her independence.
When Max and Jane turn four, Damon unexpectedly returns early from a trip, greeted warmly by the twins. Jane calls him “Daddy,” a name that surprises both Damon and Mira. Max immediately rejects the title, insisting they don’t have a father. This disagreement highlights the complex emotions and unspoken truths surrounding their family. Damon suggests telling the children the truth, but Mira insists they need safety above all else, leaving the issue unresolved.
Later that evening, Damon brings news of an upcoming alliance gathering involving smaller packs, including an Alpha they’ve been trying to connect with. This signals potential new developments for the pack’s future, setting the stage for challenges and decisions ahead. The chapter closes with a sense of quiet tension and anticipation as Mira and Damon navigate their roles and the safety of their family.
Chapter 20
NATALIA
Not long after I had settled into Damon’s pack, I found out that I’d been blessed with not just one baby, but two.
Max was born first–loud, furious, all fists and red–faced rage. Jane followed fifteen minutes later, quiet and blinking, one tiny hand curled in a fist like she already knew the world would never be fair.
I held them both to my chest, tears sliding down the curve of my face as Damon leaned against the doorframe with
a towel slung over one shoulder, trying to look casual. But even he couldn’t hide the softness in his eyes.
“You did it,” he whispered. “They’re beautiful.”
I didn’t answer.
Because I already knew. They were perfect. My children. Mine.
And no one–not Andrei, not Lilith, not the whole bloodthirsty world–was ever going to take them from me.
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I changed my name after that. It wasn’t safe to be Natalia anymore, not with Andrei still searching for answers and Lilith somewhere in the shadows. So I became Mira. Mira of Ashmoor Pack. A quiet, practical wolf with a talent for logistics and little interest in politics.
But Damon knew the truth.
He never asked me to change it. Never asked me to mark him, though he hinted that he might want more with me. But I only ever saw him as a friend and bless him, he never once treated me like I owed him anything for saving my life or giving me a home. Instead, he gave me space, time, and just enough responsibility to keep me sane.
While he was the public Alpha, I managed nearly everything behind the scenes–strategies, trade, internal security. His wolves respected me. Some even called me Luna when they thought he wasn’t listening.
And still, Damon never pushed.
Not until Max and Jane turned four.
Damon had been away on business–something about grain prices and a neighboring border dispute–so I was surprised when he arrived two days early, the scent of wind and snow still clinging to his coat.
The moment he walked in, the twins bolted toward him from the stairs.
“Uncle Damon!” Jane shrieked, barreling into his legs.
He scooped her up effortlessly, twirling her once as she giggled.
Max followed, slower and more reserved, but his smile was unmistakable.
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I paused in the kitchen doorway, watching them. The warmth between them was real. Damon had been in their lives from the start, and the bond he shared with them had only grown stronger.
Jane pressed a kiss to his cheek. “Missed you, Daddy.”
The word hung in the air like smoke.
Damon blinked.
So did I.
Max, without missing a beat, crossed his arms and scowled. “He’s not our daddy,” he said firmly. “We don’t have one.”
Jane frowned. “Yes, we do! He’s right here!”
Damon set her down gently, glancing at me.
I cleared my throat and crossed the room. “That’s enough, both of you. Go wash up for dinner.
“But-“Jane began.
“Go.”
They ran upstairs, bickering softly.
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Damon turned to me once they were out of earshot. “She’s been calling me that for a few weeks now.
“I figured.” I folded my arms. “You’ve always been there for them. It’s natural.”
“Max doesn’t like it.”
“No, he doesn’t.” I hesitated. “He remembers more than he should. The night they were born… the silence after. I think he knows there’s something missing.”
Damon didn’t reply for a moment. Then, softly, “You could tell them the truth.
I shook my head. “Not yet.”
“They deserve to know.”
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“They deserve safety,” I said. “That’s all that matters.”
He let it drop.
But the silence between us grew heavier.
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Later that evening, after the kids had gone to bed, Damon joined me in the study with a glass of tea and a folder tucked under one arm.
“There’s a gathering next week,” he said, settling into the chair across from mine.
“What kind?”
“Alliance talks. Mostly smaller packs–nothing on Moonshadow’s scale. But one of the Alphas we’ve been trying
to build ties with will be there.”
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This chapter gently unfolds the tender complexities of family and identity within the shadowed world Natalia—now Mira—inhabits. The birth of Max and Jane marks not only a new beginning but also a profound emotional anchor for Mira, whose fierce love and protective instincts shine through her quiet strength. Damon’s steady presence, unassuming yet deeply caring, weaves a subtle thread of hope and belonging, even as the weight of past dangers and unspoken truths lingers between them. The children’s innocent declarations and the delicate balance Mira maintains between truth and safety underscore the chapter’s exploration of love’s resilience amid uncertainty.
As the day closes with the promise of future alliances and the ever-present undercurrent of vigilance, Mira’s journey continues to be one of courage and quiet resolve. The evolving dynamics within the pack and the tender moments shared with Damon and the twins hint at the slow but steady healing of old wounds. This chapter beautifully captures the delicate dance of trust, the unspoken bonds that hold a family together, and the enduring hope that, despite all, they will find a way to protect their own in a world that often feels unforgiving.
The next chapter promises to deepen the emotional complexity between Mira and Damon, as the delicate balance they’ve maintained begins to shift. With Max and Jane growing more aware of their surroundings and the nuances of their family dynamic, tensions are bound to rise. How will Mira and Damon navigate the children’s conflicting feelings, especially as Max’s protective instincts clash with Jane’s longing for connection? The unspoken truths hovering in the background threaten to surface, challenging the fragile peace they’ve built.
Meanwhile, the mention of upcoming alliance talks hints at new political intrigues and potential threats lurking beyond the pack’s borders. Damon’s involvement in these negotiations could bring unexpected challenges that test not only his leadership but also his relationship with Mira and the safety of their family. As alliances are forged and old rivalries simmer, the next chapter will explore the delicate interplay between personal loyalty and pack politics, leaving readers eager to see how these intertwined threads will unravel.
Sara Lili
Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.